Published at 12:26 AM Thursday, July 15, 2010 by wackygal | BlogThis! or

There was a point of time when I got fed-up of living my life the way others want it to be. It made me frustrated. I felt like I was a doll doing something for others' sake. Then I thought it was time for me to do something that I want. Something for my own sake.
And so I did. I'm happier. I feel lighter. I feel like I just escaped from being trapped in others' shadows.
Then I see him. My heart aches. Feels like I'm being selfish making that choice to lead my own life. I wish I can do something to ease his burden. I wish I can just shoulder everything instead. It's high time for me to do so. I can't depend on others when they are much more ignorant of what's happening right now.
So what do I do now? Do I put my feelings in my pocket and make a u-turn? Do I really have to go back to square one? Do I really have to make the switch when I know I will surely go through the same shit again?
But then again, is there really a chance for me to make that u-turn?
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